Legend-Reading

I just finished my last of two exams this year and it went better than expected!

Now I hate to be bored; And therefore there will be a lot of picture-taking this summer! 

I saw something beautiful today on my way home in the train. A young man was sitting with his pram and dreaming with a smile while he looked at his beautiful daughter. On the opposite side an elder man and a young rebel-looking guy was smiling and waving at the girl who waved back. Later I noticed more people smiling at the little girl and I had to walk past to get a look at her. She was gorgeous.

The image I have inside of my head of that rebel who was only a couple of years older than me, all smiling and waving, captured by the innocent beauty of the child could make me cry from happiness! I have honestly never seen anything more beautiful.

I love humanity for the feelings we can show. For the first time in a long time I can only feel love towards my own people. Because I know that possibly every human being have shown these kind of emotions towards someone.
I feel hope for the future.

And I hope that the little girl with the red jacket in the grey pram will grow up to be someone whom people can love.

I love you little girl! For making me feel this way!

I feel like pulling my intestines out through my throat! I am feeling sick and I feel like crying from it! And I feel sad and irritated!

So yeah, I feel horrible! The weather is horrible and I have to deal with a guy who doesn't take no for an answer I want to sleep through the winter! Wake me up when the trees grow green again!

I am currently cleaning my Favourit-list which means that I remove all the things that doesn't jump into my eyes (I had 265 pages before I startes and I couldn't enjoy the stuff in there because it was so messy!)

I you notice that something of yours has lost a fave, it was probably me who removed it by a mistake! Please write me a message with the link so I can put it back on the list!

I have been feeling pretty empty the last week because my relationship to this awesome guy ended. My last journal is actually an hour before we broke up

But! I have a lot of wonderful friends who take care of me!
And I think I will fill the empty spot with inspiration and take my camera out for a walk later this afternoon!

Things will get better, but the time it takes is unpredictable!